what the helll! just me 

well in onther question i never thought i never thought, my blogger site have visit from other countries and google demand my permission for my visitor from europe and asia and romania. so is strange because i used to thought my blogger site is private.

so then i check my inbox and i see all the message from other person in other countries and they told me  in the menssage they would like meet me so i decided make  new post with video personal about me. yes i can hehehe  so dia 167 aun t sigo extrañando pero lo estoy superando rapido eso creo esto escribiendo una cancion  llamada un hogar que ya no es tu hogar espero que todo salga bien :) espero leer este post dentro de  2 años y decir i wanna die in this moment but now i gotta  new life  and new job yeah im poor right now .so nice night 

so hi sorry im bad person or i dont what to say timido no se !!! 

                                                             Let you down

pues bueno la vida sigue , no se detiene por nadie , well i like write in spanglish well recently i was heard a new band i just wanna said its my new favority band , is called portugal. the men , that  guys is amanzing , thay play really good song and  like indie hippie style , so let you dow remember my life right now beacuse i dont hace the best choice and all my life my parents let me alone and when i have to chance my life they ruin my plans , so when end the 2015 i decided leave my house and move to spain because i meet a boy in madrid and he is very special ´for my and he tell me i have best chance for my carrer and i got new and better jobs in spain , its so sad think  about good times but i really love my familie and i dont what to make with my life , i take easy way but i really miss my family and my love in mexico but   i dont know how to make better way to leave my parents and so i have  to go for my peace and my life , actually im broken and i felt so stupid and alone sometimes remember my tennager memories when i decided kill myself  and i wanst repeat that and i dont know , just wanna said to my blog i hope doesnt  change  my opinion but  i really miss him , 

he is all i want ,  its a cold night so help me beacause im stupid  and scared , quiero morir pero se que fue lo mejor se que no puedo regresar el tiempo soy mala persona por lastimar a varias personas que me quisieron de una forma que yo jamas ´podre amarlas pero al final del dia el unico asustado era yo , solo espero que el tiempo no los cambie , por la experiencia que tuvieron conmigo al final del dia eran buenas personas , solo se en este momento que cuando el tomaba mi mano me sentia tan afortunado , pero las cosa el tiempo fueron las cosas que nos asustaron , solo se que lo amaere de la misma forma you know i love you will still sound same ......

into the future i hope read and i said  all my life every goood but now what the hell .

im so sad i wanna cry and scream but i dont have anything im alone in this moment i have so many date but all remember you  se que encontrare a otra persona en el futuro para volar y asi .....