Story Time / LIFE IS DARK SHADE

Hello I am again, this day I have decided to write about the best things that one can have in life and that for every good thing we have bad things. This day and in the previous ones I have been feeling bad as it is a kind of autonomous sadness that I cannot release, I explain myself although I do not really want to do it, I have been through so much in the last months I would like to have to explain the things that I feel But it really is very difficult for me to explain at all those in what I think.

life is dark shade 

It's strange how when we are children we stop being happy and then grow and realize that things will not be the same throughout our life, in fact everything starts because you start to see things that you did not see before and you start to feel things that You do not know, it's really painful to have to say otherwise than what you want now you can not have it, you have to survive with how little or how much you have. If you have read my previous post you will know that I used to be in love with a person, which throughout this year was fading from my life, it is curious because love is like hunger sometimes you feel like eating and sometimes simply You stop eating until a special dish that satisfies all the hunger arrives at your table, love is like that sometimes it will be stronger and sometimes weaker but it will always be there.

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To this day I start to feel and I am going through something very strange, my way of seeing life is different from what it was a year ago or worse as it was 4 years ago or even when I was 17 years old and I did not worry about anything. Absolute, the more I think about the future I am terrified every day, it is necessary to say that from now my life is a DARK SHADE, what you wanted most before does not make you feel happy, and now there are things I wish I had but I can not anymore Having, it is complicated but I read an article that says that the young people of this millennium are experiencing various problems and crises during the 23 years to the 30 years, it is curious how the existential crises do not attack from an early age, I remember that at age 13 I used to play futbol video games, at 15 I started to worry about my personal and physical appearance coming to have anorexia and problems with dredges and alcohol. I am 23 years old today and I really feel like I do not know what to do with my life.

i waas bored so 

Life can be a black hole on which it depends on us to leave; it can be with or without help, it is important to keep that positive message however negative we may be in life since without it you would probably be dead in life. In the last years I have decided that I want to dedicate myself to the ecology and environment, I think that will be my mission for the next year to realize a project that helps the environment and ecology, the shadows in your life can be very bad or very dark but We also have to have some light that motivates us to be better people in life.

life and death 

I think that really happiness is something empiric and addictive once you feel it, you turn in the need to have a greater dose of happiness and in the case of life you do not always get high doses but there will always be times when you can squeeze some How many drops of happiness, without more for now I hope you are well and greetings cordial from Mexico if you want to follow me daily can add me to twitter will be more available there or can send me a message in hangouts, we read in the next post. Until then friends and nice people, thanks for reading.